blah. That describes this day. My body is so goddamn tired, I don't know if I can make it to the shower and then back here to do homework. So tired...so sleepy...so exhausted.... --k--

ok. so I'm back here. Been back for about a week. It's about as not great as I expected it to be...um, yea. But I only have another 3 months or so...thats not so bad. I am currently looking at my options...and there are just too many! Transfer to another college starting fall of next year. Take a year off. Do this NOLS thing. Try for this internship in washnigton. Live with Jules in LA. Become a bum and live on the street...try to get people to pay me to dance...in an appropriate way! So thats a...stressor. Another is this huge piece I decided to do...good idea, bad time management. I now have 14 days to create 5 minutes of a 10 minute dance. Oh boy. It will be ok. It will be ok. It will be ok. I have to remind myself that a lot lately. So I guess to ease my stress I should get adequate rest instead of sitting awake writting pointless things on the computer which no one will read...blah. Well then, goodnight. --k--

IT'S OVER!!!!!!!!! I am so happy. I am all done with finals. Now all I have to do is pack up and head home. Sweet Home Minnesota!

ok...so here's what actually got done today....some studying, work, lunch and dinner. Not too bad, I guess. I might still go to Walmart tonite...but I doubt it. I might even study more tonite...but I pretty much doubt that too. What I might actually do is clean up osme of my junk and start packing up a bit. Which is exciting, that I can start packing!!! I leave to go home in 41 hours! YEA!! --k--

Plan for the day: Pick up the notecards I left at work, go to Walmart, study, have lunch, study, go to work, study, have dinner, study. yea! can't wait. --k--

One final down...two to go! :) Then packing my life into the back of my car and going HOME!!! And then being home for 6 weeks!! I can hardyl believe it, I don'y know what I am going to do with myself. But thats ok with me. I started thinking about how in the world I am going to get all my stuff home again...and it isn't pretty. Lets just hope I am good and making things smaller than they really are! yea. OK I should go and study for my next final...1 hour and 40 minutes and counting. especialy since I haven't exactly "read the book" this half of the semester. oops! --k--

wow. I am done with classes for this stupid semester!!! Now I have three final exams, a kick ass road trip and then I am home for 6 weeks!! I can't wait. Today I have to go be in this stupid thing for my conditioning class. I am really not excited. But I will do it...because I always do. Then tomorrow I was gonna go shopping for christmas gifts...but I realized that I don't have any money to go shopping with. So...I guess I will get my oil changed and hang out for the day. Then on Sunday I am taking Sarah and Luren to see the Edgar Degas exhibit in Rochester, going to Beth's party and then going to works party. whew! Let not even think about nect week yet. :) I wish I could go home this weekend and see Cnetrals kick ass rendition of Fiddler on The Roof. But I will have to watch the video...not as good but it'll do. yea. Well it is time to clean up this shit hole I call my room, eat dinner, go to Dime-A-Dance and see what else the night holds. --k--

This sucks. I hate that I can't just fix everything. I hate that my Grandma lives in California. I hate that she is so sick. I hate that my mom feels like she has to deal with it alone. I hate that I am in NY and can't do a damn thing to help anyone. --k--

what a day, what a day!! Lets see...3 days left of regular classes and then only 2 days with finals. I hope I can make it. However....all in all I have 10 days until I can leave for home. That menas 5 whole days with nothing to do. gross. I should probably start thinking about Christmas presents....thats gonna be, interesting. Tonite I hae two goals. One: finish my oral communications paper. Two:Go to Walmart. Sounds like a fun evening. :) I guess I should stop prcrastinating and get started...but that dosen't sound like much fun. Maybe I can think of 8 million more thigns to do instead...yea that sounds more likely. --k--

One day down...11 to go. :) Can't wait for this semester to be over!! But I just remebered a speech and a paper that I have to do...gross. I have NO motivation. Other than getting a good grade in a class that I shouldn't have taken in the first place. I am tired and I can tell I am gonna be sore...what do you expect after not dancing for 5 days. :) OK I have to stop procrastinating now and maybe start doing some work. gross. --k--

Home was the best thing ever. Seeing familiar faces and talking to people about life. Fantastic. I can't wait to do it all again in just two weeks. It's gonna be rough. I got back tonite and made up something for the stupid final I have tomorrow. How incredibly mean of a teacher to give us a final the day after a break. Hurumph! Big plans for the week....catch up on homework, go to class, study for finals. This weeekend on Saturday I am going to the discount outlet to buy chrsitmas presents and then on Sunday I am taking Sarah and Lauren to an art museum as their christmas present. :) I just made some soup and it is calling my name!!! g'night. --k--